I hurt.

I’m coping badly today. Mostly because I can see how much things have changed. At the start of the year I had a flat and a job, a wonderful partner and motivation to get the life I dreamed of. Now I’m sat in a tiny room on my own trying not to cry myself to sleep. 

I realise that things change, I don’t want to hold onto things that aren’t right and people that don’t want me but it hurts that everything has left at the same time. All my happiness is gone and I’m left feeling empty and alone. Nothing lasts forever and I know that. Now I have to work out how to keep going while there’s nothing to keep going for. I’m not good at that, I never had been. 

Sophie

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